eid is coming up its on the 16 of this month inshallah havent really got my self exited thou and that would be fine but i still want the kids especially muhammed who already understands things to have a fun eid! an eid he can remember when he grows up... one night i couldnt sleep was just planning it would be nice to have ppl over, have never hosted anything but then i realised i need to have the decorating of the house finished first so i can feel comfortable and happy about having ppl over well next year inshallah! maybe ill just do a small thing for the kids like iw done before have the cousins come over eat the leftover goodies ;) should do some eid shopping its good to have new/ clean clothes for eid and some gifts for the kids and i dont even have a clue this year what to buy something that has always been so easy my brain is just not there this time
got some sad news aswell yesterday one of the sister iw known for the longest is really really sick she has a son who was due the same time with hannah but was born premature but is still young and now she has to stay in hospital all alone my heart goes for that but shes a strong lady and i pray shell gett trugh it like a soldier! i also feel so helpless being here so far away cant go to visit or really help and im so clumsy with my words that im scared ill just say something wrong or just not say the right words at the right time but shes in our prayers!
im missing my friends that has traveld aswell cant wait to have them back! we used to have so much fun now im just bored even thou i try to keep myself busy and make new friends aswell its just not the same! come home E and T!
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